Alright, so, yesterday I learned what the cause was for my nerve problems. I've got Charcot-Marie-Tooth disease (Type 4F).. Which basically means my nerve problems are permanent, and I may have more issues in the future that could also potentially impact my ability to play guitar (but it won't outright kill me, at least).
So, even if I get my arthritis dealt with, I'm pretty much never going to be able to perform again, because I just don't have the ability to feel fully what I'm doing.
Not all is lost, however!
I can still hopefully do
studio work - at least for a while - and I decided earlier this week to say "Fuck it, let's change up genres then."
Instead of cutting my final-farewell-to-my-old-livelihood straight blues record with all my songs I used to perform as a busker, I'm going to go with a blues/hip-hop fusion.. Because with that I won't be doing full 3-6 minute long guitar track takes (which are easier for me to fuck up now than it used to be), and will instead go with a hill country style cut into loops (think Galactic or Brother Ali).
And now that I'm about at 98% respiratory-health again (after having a reaction to the nerve pain meds we were trying out, lol), I can start writing and recording a new record (haven't decided if I'm going EP or full-length yet).
So, my broken body is pushing me to do new things, and I'm getting excited about that. Also, I do have my first rough recording of most of the blues tracks I did many years ago that I could theoretically release, but.. Not sure yet if I want to. Maybe as a free sort of B-sides sorta thing or something.
It gets better (and worse), though.
My grandma died a couple weeks ago (couldn't go to the funeral because I was having the aforementioned respiratory issues), and apparently she had a collection of guitars nobody knew about.. And I'm getting one. It's a hollowbody Kay-built Tru-Tone with 3 pickups. That's all I know;
assuming it's this, but won't know until my dad brings it up. I've missed having a hollowbody, and this is relatively good timing I suppose, as it'll give me more tonal variety in the studio.
Anyway, sorry for the bit of a downer, but I really am looking more on the lighter side of things (especially finally having a goddamned diagnosis after 9 months of getting stabbed, siphoned and shocked - literally [EMG + nerve conduction study] - to figure shit out). I live for the fresh challenge, and this will be a fun one.